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Name: Sarah
Country: United States
Metro: Vero Beach
Birthday: 7/28/1988
Gender: Female
Interests: Myself, I am the most important person in my life, my family, my kitty: Keefy, a handful of friends, finding entertainment in most things around me, ][=][-][-][Y][, Led Zeppelin, The Beatles, the talented and beautiful Ville Valo, nursing obsessions, trying to figure out why people think the way they do, devising a way to escape conventional life, pointing out flaws in widespread religions, good music (meaning: released before 1975, for the most part), being brilliant, being able to thoroughly back up the fact that school is the enemy of independent thought and equivalent to will-breaking, lowered inhibitions, eating, making a valid point, WWII history. I love many great things, it goes on and on.
Expertise: I know a lot of things people, especially my age, don't know, and I think I'm pretty damn awesome, whether or not you do, well, I don't know. My talents that won't take me anywhere: being able to sing pretty damn well, being able to draw well, but only if I'm copying something, knowing too much about things other people don't value, being able to love and hate myself all at once, and wasting time.
Occupation: Unemployed/Between Jobs
Industry: Entertainment
Message: message me
Website: visit my website
Yahoo:  xcircle_of_fearx
Yahoo:  yourprettyfaceisgoingtohell76
Yahoo:  xvillesxpoisonxgirlx
Yahoo:  chesters_linkie_bopper
Yahoo:  i_have_problems86
Member Since:
5/23/2004
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| I'm just doing this for the hell of it. First of all, I don't like
online blogs, I don't trust them. And I used to update every day about
the most pointless crap. I don't like having that kind of time.
Unfortunately, I have way too much time on my hands. I have no
responsibilities, hobbies, places to go, or anything. I'm flying back
to Ohio again. Probably going to be a fiasco. I don't know what I'm
getting myself into. With everything I know, everything I know is wrong
and right, I still do by far the stupidest things I could possibly do.
Why don't I stop myself?
This is turning out silly.
I love music. That is all.
.......Well, I was going to add that whole 'currently listening to'
thing but it won't let me. So, I guess you'll never know how cool my
musical taste is.
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| I made a new friend on xanga. 
Driving 1,000 miles does not make up for it.
I love being purposely vague. If one person gets frustrated, it was worth the effort.
I now love reading in the sand.
I want to go to New Mexico.
And I want a hot pink vibrator.
Maybe I'll get some oral lovin' next week so I won't have to for another month.
Fortunately, my other posts are deleted.
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| Ultimate Myspace Survey!| Basics/Personal | | Full name?: | Sarah | | Were you named after anyone/anything?: | no | | What are your nicknames?: | Stampy | | How did you get your nicknames?: | Because I stomp down the stairs really loud. | | Would you name your children after you?: | I'm never having children. And I mean it. | | Gender: | I have a vagina. | | Race: | Caucasian | | Birthday: | July 28, 1988 | | Age: | 18 | | Age you act: | I have no idea, maturity varies between people, and it doesn't always have to do with their age.
| | Birth place: | Atlanta, Georgia | | Where did you grow up?: | Columbus, Ohio, and Mt. Vernon, Ohio | | Religion: | agnostic | | Height: | 5' 2 3/4" | | Eye color: | hazel | | Hair color: | dark brown | | Righty or a lefty?: | right | | Have any piercings? If so, where?: | two in each year, I'm not very into piercings | | Tattoos? Where at?: | No,
I don't like tattoos and they look bad on most people. If I ever got
one it would be my lower stomach, I hate those ones chicks have on
their lower backs and when people have tattoos all over their arms. I
don't know, people think they're being different or something by having
them, but a very large percentage of people under 30 have one, so...
| | If not, do you want any (piercings or tattoos)?: | No | | On a scale 1-10, rate yourself, 10 being the highest and 1 lowest: | 10, definitely | | What is your favorite thing about yourself?: | Everything | | Least favorite thing?: | I
over analyze everything in life too much, am too afraid of change, I
get obsessed with people/things too easily, and I'm insanely pyscho
jealous. | | Are you percieved wrong?: | Probably. But I'm getting better about not letting that kind of thing bother me. | | Love and Stuff | | Are you single?: | Yes, I am aren't I? | | Who are you with, or who do you want to be with?: | Relationships
give you this dumb fake sense of happiness and completion. Another
person shouldn't control your happiness, because everyone changes so
much, nothing lasts that long. I'm sick of all of the stupid feelings
that mess up your life. But then again, you feel lonely and like you're
missing out when you're not with someone. | | Are you in love?: | No, I don't think anyone ever reads their feelings right with that kind of stuff. | | Have you ever been in love, and if so, how many times?: | I don't know. Simple answer: twice. | | How many serious relationships: | two | | Number of people dated?: | two | | Ever told someone you loved them and didnt mean it?: | I don't think so. But how can you entirely "mean it?" | | On a date, who should pay?: | I don't go on 'dates.' | | Have you ever showered with someone?: | Yes, a couple times earlier this year. How hot......
| | What personality traits do you look for in the opposite sex? | I don't like these questions, it's too hard to sum up people that way. | | What's the first thing you notice(physically) about them? | I don't think about that | | Is it possible to be faithful to one person forever?: | No. But, I am unbearable devoted and obsessive, so just maybe. But people get sick of me. | | Do you want to get married and have kids?: | NO | | If so, how many, what gender and what will their names be?: |
| | Do you believe there is someone for everyone?: | No | | Do you think the opposite sex finds you attractive?: | Probably a handful. I don't usually feel comfortable asking. | | Have you had your heart broken, how many times?: | By two people, but they did it multiple times, not always with a break up either. | | Are you a virgin? (dont lie!): | Certainly not.
| | Do you.. | | Smoke?: | Yes, I started again | | Drink?: | Yes | | Do drugs?: | No | | Pray: | No | | Go to church: | No | | Sleep around: | No, I don't think I could even if I wanted to. Plus I don't want a disease. | | Steal: | Not so much | | Lie a lot?: | No | | Cuddle?: | Do I cuddle? .. Have I cuddled? yes | | Believe in the easter bunny?: | No | | Believe in any other legend/mythical charactor?: | No | | Ever embaress yourself?: | Sure | | Like to shop?: | No, but I still do it and get frustrated | | Drive?: | Yes, and I am the best driver ever. | | Make dinner?: | No, I can't cook | | Wear underwear?: | Almost always | | Have you ever.. | | Spun around until you were so dizzy you couldnt walk?: | Yeah | | Screamed so much you lost your voice?: | Yes, at the four concerts I've been to | | Laughed so much it was painful?: | I've done that so many times. I've had some incredibly funny friends. | | Cried yourself to sleep?: | Yes | | Gone skinny dipping?: | Yes | | Ran away from home?: | No | | Slept outside?: | Yes | | Been on stage?: | Yes | | Been to a concert? If so what ones?: | ][=][-][-][Y][ twice, Linkin Park twice | | Done something unexpected?: | When is anything expected? | | Kissed a stranger?: | No | | Slept with a stranger?: | No | | Been to another state, if so what one(s)?: | I
think there's 15 or 20...Michigan, Pennsylvania, Indiana, Illinois,
Maryland, West Virginia, Virginia, Kentucky, Tennesse, North Carolina,
South Carolina, Georgia, Florida, Missouri, Arizona, California. And
then Ohio. I think that's it, but I might have forgotten something. | | Been to another country, what one(s)?: | No, unfortunately | | Kissed in the rain?: | Yes | | Killed someone?: | no | | Got beaten up?: | no | | Beat someone up?: | no | | Talked on the phone all night?: | Yes. 14 hours. | | Slept together with the opposite sex without actually having sex?: | Yes, but I had had sex earlier that day.
| | Met a famous person? | Yes, Linkin Park | | Had a nervous breakdown?: | Okay,
people will say they have had one, but actually having one is
TERRIFYING. I have had a couple really mild ones. Trust me, you
probably haven't had one. Don't try to say average stress is a break
down.
| | Random! | | If you were stranded on a desert island, what five objects would be there with you? | This question isn't important enough to put that much thought into. | | If you had to stay somewhere for the rest of your life, where would it be?: | I don't want to live in one place the rest of my life | | What is your first thought in the morning when you wake up?: | I hate this question so much, why is it in every quiz like this?? | | Youre done!!!: | k. | | Tell us YOUR answers to this survey! Click HERE! | Created by shorty_doowop, taken 3261 times.
Created at Kwiz.biz - Kwizzes, Polls and Surveys! |
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| Update you say? Does that mean you guys still love me?
Well, I finally got my license, and didn't miss any points on the test,
if you can call it a test. John broke up with me two weeks ago and went
out with an ugly flea-ridden 15 year old for three days, and then
called me over 20 times begging for me back. And I attacked and
screamed at him. And yes, I cut his penis with a knife, if you heard
that and didn't believe it or something. And my dad has forbidden me
from seeing him, and I'm still moving. And I don't really know what I
want, with anything. Oh, I got in my first accident. It's so stupid I
can't believe it. I was just parking in the library parking lot, and
was watching this stupid fat lady talk on her cell phone walking slow
as hell in my way, and somehow I managed to hit the car beside me
pulling into a spot. No real damage, just idiotic on my part. I just
sat there thinking, "How..did..I..do..that?" I don't remember what else
has happened.
Give me some comments.
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| My xanga is no more. Well, practically no more. I saved two entries,
but I really should delete it all. I've been deleting each and every
entry (hundreds) for the past week, and saving parts of them on word. I
don't like having so much information about myself on the internet.
It's kind of common sense. I've been using a real journal since May.
Yeah, remember when not everyone lived on the computer and played with
toys that you could actually touch and weren't digital? I miss those
days. I don't think we had internet until I was 13, back then there was
no such thing as high-speed. Or, maybe there was, I don't remember, it
was five years ago. I try not to remember commercials I've seen in my
life. Except that one for Pizza Hut in '95 where the pizza slicer is
alive and I think there was a talking piece of pizza. I liked that
commercial. It was when the movie Casper came out...which I never saw.
And, I think there was something to do with someone eating pizza crust
first, and it was this big deal, and, and, I don't know.
This is how I will be remembered....I guess.
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